Written on May 17th, 2022 — Dear, Ruth, my best friend. It’s been a quarter since I last wrote to you. I didn’t expect this quarter will get me so exhausted that writing feels like a burden. Finally, here I am. So glad to get back to you again. I finally learn to accept the weaker…

Written on January 29th, 2022 — Dear Ruth, it’s morning now and I’m enjoying the weekend. Even early bird wakes up late today. So, after breakfast, I sort stuffs on my desk that I don’t use anymore for at least a year. To be honest cleaning and sorting, as satisfying as the result can be, it’s…

Written on January 22nd, 2022 — Good evening, Ruth. It’s been a long time since I wrote to you. How have you been? There are lots of things happen while we were away, and it felt like so much have changed. Ruth, If only you’re here. Did you know I resigned and change company last December…

Written on March 30th, 2021 — Good evening, Ruth. I actually want to speak to you of how wonderful life is. Even though we have different condition and environment when we were born, and we can’t choose. …

Written on March 6th, 2021 — Ruth, why am I built different? Of course I already know the answer to that. And that’s the problem. My reasoning & conscience solve the trouble of my heart. I have nowhere to vent, or reasons to be sad. Everything is already solved. I could always tell other people that…

Written on March 3rd, 2021 — Dear Ruth, it’s almost 22:00 and I’m sleepy. But this is pretty important to remember. It turns out I could become a pretty inconsiderate person when I’m trying to achieve something. …

Written on February 22nd, 2021 — It’s your fault if you’re being lied to, because, how could you let it happen? A friend once told me that sentence. Good evening, Ruth. Today I learned about panic, rage, and how it affects me. I ordered a stuff online, very cheap, and I didn’t receive the item when…

Written on February 12th, 2021 — Good evening, Ruth. It’s 22:04 now as we speak. Just 15–30 minutes ago, before I write this to you, I’ve experienced something really strange. I am at my small room in a lodging house which I paid monthly rent for. I’m enjoying a slow Japanese Indie Folk music as I…

Written on December 16th, 2020 — Hello, Ruth. How good is a shot of whiskey after a long day at work? Today, I found (well I might knew this before) that I’m terribly, super horrible, at verbal communication. Though, I personally love interpersonal communication, it doesn’t change the fact I’m suck. …